I'm New

Hello anyone who may come across this blog. I'm new to this whole blogging experience; it's not that I've never blogged before or that I've never commented on anything (I do that a lot; I'm addicted to the internet). It's just that I've never blogged with the intention of revealing everything I'll say now and later in this blog to complete strangers.

All my blogs or journals before have been viewed by friends or people who were somewhat familiar with me. This time, though, I've decided to blog without telling anyone I know about it. Why? I'm not too sure of that yet, but I hope I'll eventually figure it out.

I love to write but I'm frustrated at never having my writing acknowledged. Being average hurts. I am a university undergrad and I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I know a lot of others like me. None of us plan to give up. It's hard, but that's life. We're lucky to be alive, or so I think.

There's so much left to learn, so much left to do, so many things to say...But I don't even know what to start with. Studying seems like a good idea, but to what end? Not having a clear goal is So Painful.

I have exams in less than 48 hours and I haven't yet studied a word; I'm blogging here instead. Pathetic and stupid? Yes. It is. But. I just can't bring myself to study. Ugh.

I'll write more later.